You're the best thing

I want you to know that you're the best thing that has happened to me. Now that it seems that my whole world is crumbling, you're one of the few things that could put a smile on my face. You make me feel safe. You make me happy. What we have may not be the simplest of things. We're still trying to figure out what we mean to each other and we're both very stubborn not to ask. Thanks for sticking by me. Thanks for being there when I bumped my car into a cab. I wouldn't know what to do if you weren't there with me. Thanks for understanding when I just lost it and the tears just came pouring out of my eyes. I'm sorry too for that. I didn't mean to be such a total drama queen. Thanks for being real. It can get annoying sometimes how you tend to not take my side about things but it's one of the thousand things I really admire about you. You're fair. I just realized that I'm like that with my friends and I think they get annoyed by that too. Thanks for being B.S.-less. Most guys would tell me anything just to get in my pants. You're not like that. Most of all, thanks for coming back to my life. This time last year, I was about to meet the guy of my dreams and in a few months, he would've left me. Then I realized that Mr. Perfect wasn't right for me and then here you come waltzing back. I disliked you so much and I don't know why I stuck around with you but I did and it's the best decision I've ever made.

Sigh. What I'm trying to say is that I'm falling hard for you and I need you to be a jerk so I could stop. Please. :)