I Guess Now We're Even

Last night, I waited for someone. He didn't show. It's heartbreaking. Why do the men in my life like to keep me waiting?

I'm done. I don't want to wait for people anymore. It's exhausting. It's painful a lot of times.

I thought that it would be different the second time around. I thought it would be easy because I've known you for a year and I thought that I know you enough. The thing is, I was wrong.

And now I know why I should never give anyone a second chance because no one ever did give me a second chance. I made a lot of mistakes and no one ever gave me a second chance at redemption. It's stupid how people expect you to forgive but they themselves don't know how to.

So I guess now we're even. I said something mean and you made me wait for nothing.

Sorry

Will you just forgive me already? It's been what four days? I said I'm sorry. I really didn't mean what I said. It was a joke. I know it's mean and I'm sorry. 

Forgive me already. Please.

I miss you. I really do miss you. :'(