Friday, May 29, 2009

It's Over.

Ayoko na talaga! I never should have texted him again.
I blame Donna.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Mark Rubio

Believe it or not, I had my first boyfriend at the very young age of 11. It was nothing serious though. I was just curious that's all. And maybe it's because I gave into peer pressure. It's stupid really. It wasn't love. It wasn't infatuation. It wasn't even a crush. It was just because I was young and curious.

His name is Mark and unfortunately, he's my first boyfriend. I don't remember how and what happened when it happened. Thank goodness. All I know that there were two months in the year 2000 that I was a girlfriend. We didn't really do anything together. We hang out in school. He'd call me sometimes. We never really talked. We just sit down beside each other. He'd hold my hand. I don't even remember if he treated me to lunch or something.

The thing I do remember most about him is when my friend and I were in the bathroom, we heard someone singing from the outside. Mark was doing a rendition of the song, "Labs ko si Babe". *puke* I don't really know that song. All I know is that it came from a teleserye with the same title and Jolina Magdangal was starring in it. We didn't have TFC so that's all I know about it.

He was an asshole then. He's still an asshole now. I don't get it why a lot of girls fell for that person. He's like the "syota ng bayan."

When we broke up, he cried and then after he punched the wall with his fist. Okay? My classmates were telling me all about it and he expected sympathy from me. I don't really care. I am convinced that the crying and punching the wall thing was just an act. A very rehearsed act for that matter. He probably does that everytime someone breaks up with him. We were only in the sixth grade and he had what, 5 girlfriends?

I don't know which one of us contacted the other first. It might have been me or it might have been him but it doesn't really matter. I think it was around two years ago that we began to get in touch. He gave me his number and out of good faith, I texted him. He began texting me continuously for days. He often would give hints about the two of us and what it would will it be like if we will get back together. For goodness sake, he's a guy. He shouldn't be giving out hints. He should be just saying it. Either way, it won't work for me.

I remember meeting up with him and other friends from our high school. I brought my sister along of course. Early in the night, we were already at each other's throats and just a little later, we weren't speaking anymore. I have painted him a very big picture that nothing is ever going to happen with us AGAIN. I think he got it. Then after some time, he texted me again. This time it wasn't about us or getting back together. The stupid fool wanted to borrow money from me. The nerve of that jerk!

In the end, I never lent him money. I think he tried to borrow from me thrice. All unsuccessful.

He wants to meet up with me. I asked him what good will it do if I meet up with him. Will my life change if I meet up with him? You know what the prick said? He said, "Oo. Mababago ko buhay mo pati buhay ng pamilya mo mababago ko." Oh my Freaking Banana! Could you imagine the nerve of that guy? *furious. trying to breathe to relax*