You're the best thing

I want you to know that you're the best thing that has happened to me. Now that it seems that my whole world is crumbling, you're one of the few things that could put a smile on my face. You make me feel safe. You make me happy. What we have may not be the simplest of things. We're still trying to figure out what we mean to each other and we're both very stubborn not to ask. Thanks for sticking by me. Thanks for being there when I bumped my car into a cab. I wouldn't know what to do if you weren't there with me. Thanks for understanding when I just lost it and the tears just came pouring out of my eyes. I'm sorry too for that. I didn't mean to be such a total drama queen. Thanks for being real. It can get annoying sometimes how you tend to not take my side about things but it's one of the thousand things I really admire about you. You're fair. I just realized that I'm like that with my friends and I think they get annoyed by that too. Thanks for being B.S.-less. Most guys would tell me anything just to get in my pants. You're not like that. Most of all, thanks for coming back to my life. This time last year, I was about to meet the guy of my dreams and in a few months, he would've left me. Then I realized that Mr. Perfect wasn't right for me and then here you come waltzing back. I disliked you so much and I don't know why I stuck around with you but I did and it's the best decision I've ever made.

Sigh. What I'm trying to say is that I'm falling hard for you and I need you to be a jerk so I could stop. Please. :)

I Guess Now We're Even

Last night, I waited for someone. He didn't show. It's heartbreaking. Why do the men in my life like to keep me waiting?

I'm done. I don't want to wait for people anymore. It's exhausting. It's painful a lot of times.

I thought that it would be different the second time around. I thought it would be easy because I've known you for a year and I thought that I know you enough. The thing is, I was wrong.

And now I know why I should never give anyone a second chance because no one ever did give me a second chance. I made a lot of mistakes and no one ever gave me a second chance at redemption. It's stupid how people expect you to forgive but they themselves don't know how to.

So I guess now we're even. I said something mean and you made me wait for nothing.

Sorry

Will you just forgive me already? It's been what four days? I said I'm sorry. I really didn't mean what I said. It was a joke. I know it's mean and I'm sorry. 

Forgive me already. Please.

I miss you. I really do miss you. :'(

Age Doesn't Matter

"Age Doesn't Matter." I can't count how many times I have heard this line. People say age isn't a factor in love, in fact it is just a number.I beg to disagree. Age means a lot. To those who say it doesn't matter, I urge you to step out of your dream world.

I've always been picky with the men in my life. I have gone through lots to be cautious when it comes to the men I date. And age is one of the things that always concerned me.

I have an age range. My guy's age should range from two years younger than me to ten years older. Now that I just turned 21, it's 19-31. It's a wide area, if you think about it. And I've always upheld this. I've never went under or beyond my age range and I've gathered much experience about men in different age groups.

1. Younger

Somehow they make it work

- Dating a much younger guy is really exciting. So far my longest and most successful relationship had been with a guy younger than me. He was only a year younger but we were in high school back then so one year would seem like a decade. What I learned from dating a younger guy is that I should never do it again. As I said it is exciting but then it wears the both of you out. A few years into the future, you'll be older and he'll be just old and when he's old, he'll want someone younger and the next thing you know you're being thrown out the front door. 

2. Same age group as me

- I'm twenty one and dating someone who's closer to my age has never been my forte. I dated men from my own age group but they don't seem to stick long enough. Men my age do not like me and I don't know why. I would want to date someone as young as me because I feel that we would be having the same priorities, the same goals in life. We'll be old enough to take life seriously but young enough to live a little. We would understand each other better because we will be going through the same things. We'll be able to experience adventures together and learn new stuff together. I think dating someone of my own age entails a lot of togetherness and that's important. It's important to spend time with each other.

3. The Older Men

- This is my area of expertise. I don't get why older men like me. My last boyfriend was five years older than me. My last almost boyfriend was seven years my senior. Don't get me wrong, the older men I catch aren't the DOMs. They're just older. I like dating older men I suppose. They're fascinating. They have their life together. They have lots of stories to share. They have money to spend. They're much more attentive when they're with you. The only thing is they're just too busy. Guys who are 25 to 30 have their career and other plans to take care of. My last boyfriend was working for an accounting firm, a university instructor and a law student all at the same time. Where in the world would I fit into his busy schedule? It was hard. There's a lot of waiting involved. During that time I was trying so hard to understand his situation. The thing is he was just too busy to understand mine. Mama needs some lovin' you know! :D

Experiencing Life Together

Age is just a number. Yeah, maybe but I realized that I'm only and already 21. I have my whole life ahead of me and I want to live it. Of course, I don't want to do a whole lot of living. I could date whoever I want, whatever age they may come, but I have to remember that I matter too. My dreams and goals are just as important as theirs. If I have found a younger man who could take his life seriously and not just searching for experience, I'd date him. If I happen upon an older man (which I most probably will) who can relax a bit and be willing to go on adventures with me and help me live my life, I would love to love him. It's just a matter of balance.

This is just how I want things to be: Happy!

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PH Care.

PH Care has the Wind kind. You know, it's color blue and it's supposed to give the ladies some cool wind effect in their nether areas. Normally, people would use it for feminine hygiene. But a guy friend of mine shared another use for this seemingly innocent product. :D

My friend was at a party one night and he got pretty hammered. Since he goes to a school with lots of rich kids, there were a lot of hot and liberated girls at the party. So there was this girl who led him to her bed and said, "I want to try something on you" and since he was hammered and since he was overflowing with testosterone, I guess he was up for pretty much anything. He said okay. The girl unzipped his pants, reached for her PH Care Wind something, slathered her hands with the thing and proceeded to give my friend one of the most unforgettable experiences of his young life.

My friend said, it felt weird at first. But the wind factor made the whole thing amazing. I guess that's a valid point. There were a lot of sensations involved. There was the hand movements, your rising body temperature contradicted by the cool wind effect of the product. It's not a bad idea. In fact, it's sort of a genius idea. I guess using lotions can be a hassle sometimes. It's sticky and oily at the same time. With a feminine hygiene wash you just have wash it off with water and you're good to go.

So I guess we ladies better switch to the wind kind, just in case. ;)

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